I cried in my dorm last night after my roommate fell asleep because we had been talking about our lives because id been struggling to find an affordable phone plan and it went on to talk about our jobs and how we got her to college and our parents and their jobs and i just became frustrated bevause i dont understand why some people have better opportunities than others. My parents are humble, hard working, kind people and they barely manage to dig themselves from the bottom of the heap. While other people are at the very top thus giving their children without wanting to the advantage that many of us dont. I feel as though I’ve been thrusted into adult hood way before my 18th birthday because of my experiences and because I’ve had to learn to care for myself and my brother and then there are people who have been spoon fed into success without any struggle or talent and it makes me really angry because i dont understand. I’m not angry at the people who are successful but I’m angry that opportunity is only a thing of chance, it’s like our lives are a lottery and some of us are at the top and others are burried in the dirt.
I don’t care that I am a full grown human my parents should still carry me in from the car when I pretend to be asleep